Love Letter 207 Holy China

In Your Oyster, I have found God

juggling a thousand insects of glory

wading through the jungles of intense impatience

and wandering always HOME HOME HOME, holy entrance always inviting

I have seen him

in the shadows of your cat's claw

between your cushions

in the water left by dripping icicles

I have heard her

in the Omphalos

the UnderWater

and Purring Venus overhead

What I want to know is

have you opened your couch out?

set a vase of flowers

made extra

left a key under your mat?

are your breadcrumbs fireproof

and can you

walk on water

when the One

says that you can?

Sure Sure

all is in order

We have prepared

for what none

can ever prepare

It is silly to lay out china

but do it still

show your intention

and then move on

with wearing God's name on your body

with every breath

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 206 Poison Antidote

I have a hunter's compassion

and a poison ivy temperament...

life flows in and out

and I am drowning.

you cast your nets like gravel into nutrients,

you set your watch to zero

and count down.

you look below

then jump

up,

but before I betray you

with all my works of God.

let me tell you

I am nothing

I have no pedestal

have made no vows

don't even make room for saviours in my inn

I sweep my floor with the heart of my hand

and turn proud to beggars

I sleep on a pitchfork overhanging the ocean

and one foot is draping off always

like a cocoon ready to fall.

I don't even have a hook to drag me back

if I slip in

I don't need one

You are all the anchor

I will need.

magnetized to truth, all my convictions will turn to YOU

no matter how I hone my hell

You Will Always Be There

like a bee

on a jet ski of dew

drinking in the palm flower

nesting in the lilacs

wanting Love

to be your One Defining Detail

and it is.

I am sorry for all the drama

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 205

hostile

is a word I use too much,

like holy.

I think the word I use makes a difference.

But my voice has sound

and those two words are no different

from

voice

and

sound.

those words are like ink

and

darkness;

Only Your Light

makes a difference

not my words

Holding You

I forget how to spell,

sound out vowels

chart resolution.

My knees slant down hill

my heart beams up

it makes no hostile holy difference:

When You're around

I am different

I am

I AM

I Love You

Your Beloved