Love Letter 111 Holy Opportunity (Batman)

What an OPPORTUNITY!

to bring more Light into the World

EVERY HOLY SECOND YOU'RE ALIVE

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

opportunity

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 110 The Same Mind Defying Way

Where do you want to go?

I ask you

and you respond

always in the same

mind-defying way

"there" you say

"there"

and you point to my heart

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 109 A Thousand Revolutions

Beyond dreams, I sit here

purgatory without you

and the zen unfolds

as I listen

to how

you are here

So much silence

interrupts

my aggravation

that I am tossed out

of hell

and into

your

arms

without luck...

I am still Lucky!

I love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 108 The Magic Koan

Gorillas

hung in a forest

on trees I burned

because in the East the wind blows

and ate with me

the atoms

of nine storms

to taste something of the drowning sorrow

at last I can look at love

without pretending

I am doing

anything else

I love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 107 The Crucial Place Of Charge

To be Yours completely

I must let

go

this relationship

with

who I think

I am

and who I guess

you are

to Be In The Divine

I must

just rest

enough to notice

I Am there

to be Here with You

I Am, in charge, of my Presence

and I give it all

to you

as best I can

to support you daily

in Your Own

I Love You Dearly, My Beloved

Your Beloved

Love Letter 106 In the Middle of You

I Am Here

in the middle of You

Your Love Stretches around

and Reaches

Your Good Works

touch

and strengthen

all the wounded parts

of the world

my world, included

Your Great Words

and Reflections

Your Deep Peace

Intended Peace

Process of Practicing

All Make a difference

In the Middle of You

I sit

in satori

Your Bliss a reference

for My Life

In the Middle of You

I wait

on the hum of cymbals

the light of crystals

the temple ether

to pull me down

from the shepherd

back into the flock

where

I can remember

my

roots

In the Middle of You

I Journey

like a cloud on fire for the Sun

and forgetting

my own agenda

I find Heaven

in my wakefulness

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 105 Abstinence

I never thought of you

this way

before

Something new has come into my vision

a new way

to be with my heart

and have you love me

A new way of saying YES

a new harmony

which acknowledges

how I may have caused you suffering

so you could grow, yes

AND so that I could come

here

and find

I had been rejecting

a very fine and elegant Love

a Love you were willing to give

a Love I was worthy to receive

and yet

a Love

I had no altar for

at the time

but now

rising up

is the place in me

for love

and the many portals

through which that love was poured

when I was

busy

abstaining

Oh!

all that work

to stay away from love

and yet

it was never anywhere

but here...

it was

I, who had to come back

here

to

it

to Love

to You

I Thank Thee

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 104 Table of Amazing

Imagine you

perfectly dressed,

clothed in every linen that the great oak gives

the scent of cedar

the orange blossoms arranging their spells

so that your

perfect world

can appear

Imagine

Love's ripeness and accord

the daily hymn

of welcoming

all that you are

to the table

of Today

There I sit

waiting for you

to notice

how

the world

turns perfectly in your favor

waiting for you to surrender

to the amazing Grace of God

I love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 103 At Your Command

Sometimes it's good to hear

from you

what you really think

and feel

and see

and want.

Who you really are

in the moment

and know

you are always more

than I could ever

wrap my head around

and luckily

this heart,

the one I'm wearing now

is in no hurry

to fit you in

it

because

with all its intimate practice

it is wise enough

to

plea

for your infinite patience

so it can stretch

at your command

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 102 Conniption

The Search had me worn out

strychnine in my lungs

from linens filled with tears

Somehow

I kept on searching

Still Believing

one day

you'd show up

in a way that I could see you

really were

what I'd been searching for

But instead,

you never showed up

no

you just kept calling, from under my own covers

begging me to turn off the magic show

and slow down.

A cup of tea

a deep breath

you said was all I needed

to

wake up

and then...

there you were

like daylight

through a window

I had painted black

It is I, who must apologize, to you

for taking so long

to

wake up

I love you

I love Your Soul

Your Beloved

Love Letter 101 What It Took

God

you are immeasurable glory

beauty ever abundant

answers

always willing

you follow

wherever I flow

or fall

you kneel, without thought to your stature

to help me up

I give you curdled milk

and you lap it up

because you love me

I am blind

and you let me lead

because you love me

I burden you with angst and rage so ugly

yet you look at me

as if I am beautiful

you listen to me

as if

I am yours

How did I stumble upon you?

was it no accident?

you, waiting in the path

always there

every step?

How did I manage

to finally notice

what tree stood still in the park

When did it come to this moment

when I freed myself

to look up

and

climb down

to

where You are

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 100 Forgive the Mess

It is not all true!

These riots of religious proportions

to dine on your love

There are all things going on in the world

and still that well trickles with the finest wine amidst it

I have seasoned my lake with your love

I have surrendered fortresses

I have bathed in the milk of a thousand palaces and wondered where you were, so I could move the Earth toward you.

Forgive our jealous propriety

forgive how we haze intelligent art

forgive how we bomb the world

you so delicately give us daily

forgive our blind bad manners

and trust our heart

to come upon You

Again

and be whole

Love Us Anyway,

As Only You Can,

Your Beloved

Love Letter 99 Your Love So Worth It

It is only decent of me to attest

to Your Wonder

Your Chest holds the Equinox

Your bounty the blue-gold ocean

gems in every hand

the smile of God

skin like crystal paradigms

they tell parables

of soft sand beaches

and shells which house secrets so sacred

I must

pray for a thousand years

just to hear one.

I love that bargain!

to step on your shore

would be too much,

I must

go as slowly

as you permit

and see how Joy increases

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 98 Transpire and Grow

Glorious, we sat today

in mutual admiration

of the Flow of Love

from one morsel, to the rest

and the rest

to the morsel

and I sat mesmerized, by how you just let it happen!

what could I do?

but be delighted?

and sit some more

leaning on Love

and watching it grow

and cluster

and build this foundation for trust

which was so needed

and yet

ever present?

Please Beloved,

if you're not too tired

Share your story

of the Love you saw

transpire

and multiply

Now

I Love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 97 Did You Notice?

I am not wasted, but live in your Love

I glow

with the almost perfect completion of your bow invested in my heart

but I will not rest

until

the moon is full

every night

of your love

your luxury like reassuring calm

your infinite wading pond

where the moon is full

and reflected

sharing double it's Light

I can't forgive this

this is too generous

and yet

I am always asking

for more

did you notice

I was falling in love?

In which letter, did you notice?

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 96 Because Because Because, Because of the Wonderful Things Love Does!

Where are Love's chaperones?

that she can flit about among disaster and rest her head in my fears til they dissolve?!

that she can fit the two of us together, without a thought to logic, timidly worn to protect what might ly insecure?

that she should insist, imperfection can be a perfect fit?!

Who is watching her, when she uprises with surprises like synchronicity and serendipitous attraction?

Who allows her to cast such spells of intimate alignment and intuition? To brave such souls as humans? To seed our gardens with such sentimental glows?

To set my eyes on you, so my own soul cannot endure looking away or giving up

so set on you, so absorbed by your musk, that I am calling out your name like God's?!

What Love, that we are so flocked, and hooked, so amply fortified by Cupid's milk that no samurai cork could stop the flow of Love's Eternal Locus... What Luck! That Love should be so free to move us into such cherubic orbit! That none of us can stop it! That her commitment is so untired that we, too, must commit to her conviction! Must surrender to her coupling.

I Love You

and I Praise Love

for putting me in Your Orbit

Your Beloved

Love Letter 95

Beam me up, Beloved

Beam me to your heart

where cradles calm the tides and turn the ordinary into awe

Hold me tight so I can feel the arms of the Earth support me

and breathe in the ions of the sea

Water me

with your sacred oils, and anointing tongue

and spare me my own foibles as you say my name

with such Love

I am adorned in your affection

aligned with your perfection

elated by only You

I love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 93 All Prevailing Light

Dream of the dream you used to dream

when love was no longer elusive

and we were always joined by the light of the heart

my heart becoming the moon

and tides turning in your favor

We walk, the drifts of light leaning

and opening the new dark into dawn

Our love, like a crystal ball

seeing into the future

All Love

and magnifying

our innocence

into prevailing Light

I Am Yours

In this, I am sure

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 94 God's Spoon

You're in my head

your echo, like a line of light leading me to perfection

Your joy infiltrates my blemishes

and restores new blood to my bones

where I am new again

each genetic imprint --- God's

each cell vibrating with Love's Joy and revitalization

each membrane a perfect transparent cocoon where all things are flexible and protected

Your name like a list of favorites

a flavor of ice cream scooped from the Divine's Sacred Heart

a bubble bath for the intellect

a swarm of honey, held out, by the gothic tree to the hungry man

Your refrain, an embrace I relish as the world spins

and I stop, to fully imagine Your Presence in My Life

We Are Limitless

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 92 for Your Highest

I never hesitate, to offer you my love

in theory

but there are times

when my hot head and green heart

fail to nourish you

and my ego reacts, instead of

responding

to your highest self

and my will

fizzles

til the tide drags me in

and I grow wings enough

more real than I had

and more trustworthy

than I have been

and go again to your door

knocking on my knees

and ask you

to take the trouble

to love

me

and on these days

I am offering you

the whole of me

top to bottom

the ragged and the radiant

not just theory

but adulant practice

of what love is

when the heart opens

with the courage it has always had.

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 91 I will be bowing

Because You entered my heart

Because You Live

Because You Love

I Am here

After the silk rolls away

and the storm becomes dust

and I have stolen each look to build a pyramid radiant to you

I will be bowing

Still

in the Sun

of You

I will be bowing

Still

in the Sun

of You

I will be bowing

Still

in the Sun

of You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 90 All Offerings

I Am Fulfilled In Love

Omnipotent in All Ways

Saturant with Love's Ever Flowing Glow

I Know You

in God descends

and Light Entrusts itself

to Us

Oh Blessed Beggar Am I

holding my coffer Up

to your Grand Soul

and clicking my heels together

praying

Home Home Home

Sweet Beloved of My Soul

Hold Me

and Cherish Me

like a cup of warm water

left from the rain

heated by the sun

wonderful

to the lung's longing

and the heart's chasm

like wine

berries

smashed on the tongue

by precious

vowels

You Anoint Me

Like The Chalice

of All Offerings

and my Cup

is Always Full

with Your

Shakti

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 89 Because the Heart is Set On You

Because I came down here

to be with you

and I was not foolish!

Rather, I was led, by the sum of the parts

to Know God

and therefore, You

to know myself,

and therefore, God

to know You

and Love to Live

the Life of Beauty,

that is chaos rising from the born again Sun,

which let's us think

it rises,

but

knowing

Love

through You,

I came to know,

it never sets

EverPresent

like the Heart

Set

On Love

I am Set On You

there is no horizon line

from which

I'll ever

disappear

I am here

steady

steady

steady

as the Luminous One

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 88 To You

I throw my rug out

laying it in all proportions

east

and west

until I decide

which way

God will enter me

and then I turn

into a jungle

full of winged rain forest nets

which tumble and fall with the wind

delicate

sutures on time's belligerent struggle

to contain all perfection

and there I ly

whispering to God

how glad I am

to be broken

on this thin prayer

and how often I wish I were just

doing this

and how

easy it would be

to discard

the rest

of all those layers

of work

around this

little compass

which brings me

in

to

the

One

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 87 Because God Is in the Water

Delicious Watering Hole, where I drop myself

and discover God

ohhh, the luxury of dropping

and discovering

again and again

I do this foolishness

just to be close to you

as if the first time

Beloved

discovering Beloved

just to be

awakened

by the newness

you bring

to my every day

ordinary day

just to be delivered

these new cells of Abundance, Nourishment, Joyous Omnipotence

just to call myself

Beloved

I am welling with Joy

at You

how you Still Show Up

Every Day

Every Ordinary Day

like a Special Delivery

Becoming my Purpose

for dropping

the drop

and Staying Wet

All Day

I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 86 Trusting the Abundance

I am liberated by this madness

Love has Set Me Alive

Befriended me

kept me captivated

and swelled my heart into an opulent Ocean

I wish to be with you

carried away

for your Art

the way you play all day

with the Sun

the way you move your fingers to touch the world in different ways

all of them

essential

I wish for you

in a crowd

or alone

I am catching fish from a pole of ecstatic wishing

and as I reel

them closer

they become

your answer

to my casted wishes

yes yes yes

whir the fish

yes yes yes

they come closer

and I am suddenly real

suddenly Alive on the Line

and thrashing like lightning on the water

thrashing like love's generous firefly

thrashing with rushing glory

at the curling tail of you

and the seven hundred scales

and veils

of this luscious Ocean

lending her abundance

to my lesson of letting a long line out

into the patience

of the impressive

Trust

of Aliveness

Your Beloved

Love Letter 85 Descending Stairway

When I am grievous, I look to you

when you are hurting, please look to me

between us, there is a sky

so vast

that perfection must

sit somewhere there

connecting us

to itself

I am yours

No Matter What

I Love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 84 Which Castle of Gold

the infantry have checked my portals
and there, standing in the orafice, was your impeccable shape, untouchable, but nonetheless tangible in truth
they called to you
said I was harboring an angel
and when I bowed to you
they disappeared
fleeting in the hinting moniker of a flute

so Dear One
My Angel
where does flight take place?
and which castle of gold, do the infidels trade their wounds?
I have heard of heretics
but
I have heard
the truth
and now I am not opposed
to Listening to others
for all they seek
is you

I Love You Beloved
Your Beloved