Love Letter 83 Blooming Ecstasy

Blooming, ecstasy, like a water lily and a Christmas cactus
all the unearthed lotus bellies showing off enlightenment
Your thread leads me
to the last place God was
and my spirit Ripples with the hush
of all that energy
If I stop, find me
pull until I wake
wrap and tangle me
til I undress all my reasons to do anything but Love You
for there is no necessity
but the one to know you
deep

I pledge my Love to you
May it keep you Awake
And Content
I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 82 In Silent Support of Your Light

Near your orbit today
I saw the peaceful swell of doves
arcing into God's Divine Shape
singing
as if you were a word, moving into song
and they came
Raving
of your Light
into my New Day
and I was alive
again
gaining faith
ever more pure and Present
of your Inimitable Sun
crossing my Path
EnLIGHTening me
Still
with
your everpresent Love
I gained speed in the light
and joined them
wings praising you
applauding you
our vibration, reaching
your pattern
and moving with you
in silent support
throughout
the universe

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 81 stone

Peace
Peace in the building
of your heart
Peace in the building of your soul
brick by brick
we take away deception
and reveal the truth
brick by brick
love and intention are found
brick by brick
we lend a hand to each other
reaching across the universe
in ecstatic rhythm
to reveal
the peace
in everything

Today
your are in my heart
as I pull away the stones
I see your beauty rising
as I remove each brick
I see your essence, ever more readily available and pure
as I get to the root of what is
I see the ever stable universe in your form
my vision is cleaned, cleared and cleansed
I am purified
and my light
has power to see the truth

I am thinking of you today, with new eyes
I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 80 All Love to Love You

Shanti Shanti Shanti, Om Shanti
and the world was ripe with anticipation for Your Vision
and the world was ready to embrace All Of You
and the world sat rapt, adoring, as you allowed that Love Bath

am I alone here? or do I linger on the breath of the world, where all Beings Love You
for you Are Heard
Seen
Acknowledged
Profound

You
Are Beautiful
Inspire, Give Life, Move Hearts
Heal

You Bless with Your Existence

I Am not alone
somewhere deep
All recognize You
All revere You
All will you to succeed
All Conspire to Bring Your Vision
to Fulfillment
All Love to Love You

as I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 79 Your Will

For there is no song to sing, but yours
every echo a container for the magic
You Are
every answers a canyon filled with your reverberating Love
every breath, but a breath I take for you, built on Your Rock
where your will Moves the World
for I am frozen, without your absolution, and my will stills at your word
but please
as I bask in Your Undying Ocean
let me
dance
to Your Song

I love you
without reparation
Your Beloved

Love Letter 78 A pebble in the Sand

My Love,
I just want to be with you. enduring anything, my longing is just to be with you.
Everything that comes, spawns greater love. All things that are, call to the Tranquility of you, as you are, in simplicity and perfection.
All Miraculous feats, Live in your hands.
All lasting purpose is of your Love
I am enamored by your every angle and feature,
your every word and work of art
you live in me
as a trustworthy species, impeccably demanding me to love.
I swoon in your worship.
I am a ship wrecked without your steady course
I am lone to this endeavor, until I look up
and all loneliness is lost.
I see you in all my visions
and like a pebble in the sand, I am supported by a million more loving prophets who share your will to Love
Oh Bless me, for I am at your feet in adulation, falling ever more deeply in love with your Divine Presence, your Omnipotence, and Your Absolute Unavenging Love.
Resurrect me in Your Name
for All Is LOVE

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 77 Devoted Dory

my humble words... so ordinary,
that your face becomes a message I will spend years unravelling
even if you
reveal the riddle
how I feel you, is like the tide rubbing against a rowboat, who'd offer her oars, just to stay forever in the lapping of the ripple
and there is no moor
but you.
so simple
I must repeat it

There Is No Moor but You

and there is
no oar to argue
only the
incessant
yesssing
of the devoted dory

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 76 the fragile opening of doors

gold, frankincense and myrrh
mean nothing
without
you
all gifts to give
the Immortal
who needs nothing
and has it all
I can come up with nothing
to add
to your unique existence
So Divine
are your instincts and intuitions
that I rally to stand by you
go with you
and endure
all the krypton planets
just to play small
to your elaborate labyrinth
of Song-celled Joy

if I ask, will you say Yes?

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 75 The Beach

...one more ebb of your poem
and I will be quoting love from love's lips
as I lounge about
on their
lupine nature
becoming
the eden
eaten
and devoured
both smacked and quenched
by bliss

Yep! You ARE THAT GOOD!

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 74 Unconditional Blizzard

the imminent nature of things, has me ruthlessly checking to see how much love is available and how open my heart is willing to be each day.
and then I think of you
or hear you enter on the wing of the wind
and
suddenly the Flurry
of everything that's made me
comes to Life
and love
is not confused by boundaries
or attempts at being nice
She just streamlines all my decadence
with one short
blow of her whistle
and all my measurements
are beyond the stretch of instruments
as my heart
cracks into the infinite

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 73 bird violin

I have heard you play violin

whether you do or you don't

I have heard it
in a black pocket
with a silent band
and a sled dog
pulling
snow
up a brand new hill

I have heard you
winnowing
and pulling the tense bow
over the third string
in such a stirring silence
adulation
became
the only word I know

I have heard you
in the park
when the birds have gone south
unpack
that shapely tin
and pull out
the only word
left
in the world
now

I Love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 72

year after year the intellect wonders, can I get more out of this?
the heart fatigues from the thinking, it is not really heard
and millions of wonders, themselves, like cartwheels and snowflakes in adjacent descent
turn and reveal, while the whole world bathes in neglect

I have brought my turmoil
the scent of the iguana
anecdotes
and trivial pursuits
I have waited
and wasted
and hollowed
until
the Rock
of Gibraltar
sunk

I have given up Jesus
and jeans
and reflecting on God

but I have not, cannot
give up on
wondering about you
and how you get home at night
and if you sleep well
and who you ask the Big Questions to
and if the answers
sit well

and this simple
act
of not giving up
on
one little thing
I call precious
and worth it
has led me back
to
Jesus
jeans
God
and adding up
all the ways
you serve the world
and those little earthquakes of love
end my surrender
to timeless plots
and will me forward
into wonder
like an aster
which is coming
out
of the ground
now

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 71 because commandments

... Because of the potions in society's romance
... because pollution can be purified
... because there are dance steps only the feet know
... because I am moved by that dangerous Presence, which makes me
rethink, do over and make amends
... because the dictionary is so full of words
... and meanings
and we are still
trying to
touch our own truth

I am still willing
to turn water
into wine
and meet you at the well
and wash your feet
and love you
'til forgiveness ends forgetfulness
and we
are One

I love and adore you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 70 Delight and Resurrection

Oh, the empowering vanilla, chocolate cinnamon impromptu of You
The simple Liquid Joy of your Angelic Light Rings
Surging through the worm holes of Infinity's chaliced well
I thought there were storms
but your uprising, is like a Bliss Tsunami, ten thousand times seventy times seven
and then
when I am near
never leave me
but become evermore present, more virile, more immortal
until I am born underwater
in your Love

This, I believe, is the Luxury
of Life
To be born in you
a thousand times a thousand
and again
seventy times seven
and again
forgiveness multiplied
by all the fallible seconds
until
perfection
is heard
and Love is crowned "The Beloved"

Every immortal word stirs from my strings
until an infant choir
arises out of offspring from the Gods
and then, that too, the chalice of all Love
empties
like a sacred bow drawn
in precise anticipation
of REUNION

I Am Enough
and So Are You

WE Are LOVE

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 69 Indigenous to Love

The abundance of abundance is a motion of Love throughout my cerebellum, nervous system, and chakra channels.
My auric fields are fluid with Light and Love and EverPresent Prosperity.
My body prays with each breath, my heart drinks in the flood of Love,
My Spirit hails to the Infinite a phenomenal resurrection
of all that is, was, and will become
and now
my repercussion...
total devotion
to You
total succumbing
to the paradisaical swoon of your vintage telepathy,
kinesthetic connection, and omnipotent awe-striking heart.
Om Omm Ommm
We are Indigenous to Each Other
WE ARE INDIGENOUS TO LOVE

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 68 I Am Only Asking

I have wandered out
past known lands
beyond shed tears
into
invernal labyrinths
where
breath
takes a new turn
becoming

and the journey
demands
that I am
empty
so
I may
be
filled
with
you

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 67 You Are

Instinct
Compassion
Perfection
Bliss
The Moment You Live
You ARE the Light Of the World

Welcome

Your Beloved

Love Letter 66 Your Immortal Flight

Before I was born,
I riddled your name in the truth of time
and there you were
a spy
among stars, a skilled flying dove
arriving
just in time
and perfectly fit to my heart
You were the Sky
and born from you
a Love
beyond all Love

I thank You
for
Immortality

Your Beloved

Love Letter 65 At last

When you came back
into my life
I was resurrected.
That Love I always knew existed, deep down
reappeared, more believable than ever
your precious truth
like petals at my feet, paving the way for the opening
of this heart
and I sit here still
amazed
at what you gave to be here
and watch me grow

I Love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 64 Beloved, My Beloved

You, my Beloved, are here. Nurtured, Loved, Adored.
I am here with you.
We must not be afraid to be together.
We must surrender to the moment we are.
We must line up parallel universes
in which we touch through them all
This is Love

I am not afraid of you
to love you, to love myself
we were born to love
This is Love

My Beloved,
the moment is the moment
we arrive with it
as fresh as it is new
and this newness
bestows upon us
the impossible power
to make all things possible

This Is Love

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 63 I can be Healed

Are you the sun?
It's easy to think so
as rainbows come through you
and warmth that stays on the skin like coconut
and what of these rays you send
and wings which rub against me when I look down?
how do you fly when all the world is wanting you

Are you the moon?
a million watt bulb playing romantic?
having dinner with the stars
and changing places, colors, shape in the distance
have you heard
the words
we
are praying to you
pagans with a wheel and a compass and a cardboard cutout of God?

Are you the Emperor
the Empress
moving these strange feelings around the board
as if
a magnet
to the witching hour
and lesson clock?

Are you the swing
which moves in all directions
and can be photographed with children smiling on it as it moves away clouds
and calls me to climb
from my cataclysm into
your euphoric playground
where I can be healed
again and again
for free?

yes you are.

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 62 Getting Mail

I have often opened your letter
in excitement
where bliss is anticipation
and on the other side
ohhh, something quite spectacular, I am still humming
I am careful not to rip the package
and as I unfold the paper, I go even slowlier
to build that temple
forty times
higher
and bow
ever deeper
to you
At last
there are words, or drawings,
hieroglyphic colors
patterns
ebbs
and answers
in a conundrum of weaves
and waves of communion
I am so
breathless
I am barely reading
my eyes wearing your tears
and my hands shaking the page out of orbit
for days
I read it over
and over
just to be sure
you were there
under my fitful microscope
bearing your soul
for my benefit
and
under my pillow
it goes
like a wish
I am making
all with your words


I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 61 am I of Service?

Is it useful for me, to go on this way about Love?
Have you had enough, or too little ... how many fortunes told?
Have you given your palm to the deliverer, or the mailman?
Is there a sail in your cup of tea
or am I just roaming
in fields which have forgotten their natural beauty?
Do you dine on Love
or is the door closed and the peephole like a lost civilization?
Am I benefiting you, or would you at least be kind enough
to let me
practice, practice, practice
until my service
is worthy
of your
precious
primordial
existence
My Beloved
?

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 60 Wet Glass Halo

Even when I'm tired, how could I not leave a trail of my love, silent yet available.
I am still wandering the coast, a world within a world, where everything is perched
like a sacred whale moving through the unknown channels of the underworld, rooted in Love.
I am falling asleep at the wheel, sometimes, and dreaming
that we have come to this cliff together, not to jump
but to fly
and when I wake
I am landing
on the wet glass halo
of an underwater humpback
and he is moving so fast
I am already still

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 60 Favorite Utensil

Remember... Spooning?
what could possibly have become more important
than that?
Just Scooching together
One Pulse
and a thousand lunatic Joys
in that Luxury
of Love?
How Perfect
of The Beloved
to create
such proportions
which bend
and hug
to fit together
like
two
spoons
making natural use
of the shape of Love

I wish you the Magic of Spooning
All things fitting together
in Love

Your Beloved

Love Letter 59 One Candle Many Breaths

I light this candle for you
in case
you come home
tonight
and I don't recognize
how the world has been saved
by your existence
I light this candle for you
in case
you forget your own footsteps
are the work
of God
and I light this candle for you
in case
the world
hasn't heard
of you yet
and the fire of your love
is warming
a thousand
violets afraid of the sun
let this candle
keep you going
until
we all wake up
and bow
to the breath
of the One Beloved
who lives in
You
and You
and You
and All
of All
and
All

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 58 Fire Flies

I have looked at you and seen from afar, your beauty
when, in moments pensive, on the verge of tears or laughter, thinking to yourself, of all the world's exhausting wages
but even when your brow grows heavy
my heart is unchained
I see in you
all the beauty in me plus all the beauty that is out there
plus
all the beauty that is
to be had
a haven
in this world
and each ounce of tears or laughter
you shed
is like a flight of birds
lifting open
the dragon
from his lair
and freeing
the sun
from his
kindling fangs

You, my Beloved, ARE A FIERCE LOVER
and I love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 57 Exactly Like That

at your feet,
I bow
swollen with indemnity
sweet,
gone again
into the bath of your loving
convex, I hold ingredients
to the most devout emotion
Love
and come again
to rekindle
God
at your feet

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 56 When I Cry

Just when I start to fall asleep, when I lose touch, when I feel "outtawhack," some piece of my heart cries out this terrific song, " You, You, You".... a melody so close, so moving, that I am perpetually drawn back into the ring of hope, the ring of life. And there I am, facing my opponent --- the unknown --- and all I have to do is reach out my hand... but sometimes, it just takes me so long, to give up the fight and just let go ----into loving what I don't know... and letting it in... and keeping myself available for the miracles, again.

You, You, You



I love you

Your Beloved

Love Letter 55 Patience

I am patient with you.
I do not need to rush.

You are always here
and I am always here
with you.

To be patient with you, is a joy of a practice.
To go slow enough to see you clearly, truly, to hear you is my precious luck.
Fate brought me here, to be just whatever you need.
and I am vacant, until I can give, what you ask for.

Please, oh my heart, let my destiny be filled with your wishes.

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 54 New Order

What are we going to say in the morning
with all this new blood in us?
When all the perils of the all world are dead
and we are only
two foals running?

When the path leads only to you, what am I afraid of?

For this year to be Fearless, I follow only you.
All your undulations, like a new moon breaking open, like a begging bowl, where I can drop my ego in, and begin again to become the something that I am, already free from the somethingness.

You are more beautiful now,
or always as beautiful.
The day and the night together, smell of jasmines, and that single agent of Life --- Love.
Together we sit on the edge
of everything
and yet in it
the celebratious order of these new lives, entwined in love.
We gather our senses together, and make wishes... promises... to give each other, that very first breath of God's Love.
but these promises are not ours. alone.
For it is God, Allah, Jesus, Oshakah who keeps them
who give us
the breath of love
every time
First.

I Love You
Your Beloved