Love Letter 53 Together as Always

Beloved



We are here, aren't we?

Together as fools, planning our wedding, always infinite?

My soul is erupting with true Joy. True morsels of priceless light as you move through me. Your Presence, like liquid evidence, that makes this body soar, heart lifted, opened, all the hinges lifted away, the inner being cleared for reverence.

I am in this moment with you, a single arrow piercing the hollow bow with its vigilance.

My heart is aching for you now, bowing to you in every little evening prayer. All the doorsteps awash with your patterns of appearing, all the homeless hand in hand with the One who brings them freedom.

Let me bend to you. Let me humble myself, at the bliss of your love, the fountain of your depth, the crucial and connecting arrow of your fate for me.

Whatever I can do

let it be in love.

out of love

adoring love

for you.

Your nectar, tangible like the moon.

So Present... So Singular

and yet

so much bigger

than my hollow gratefulness.

Together we enter

the infinite

which is within us.

And your touch, today, on my garment

is my reminder

to bow

to you.



I love you dearly

Your Beloved

Love Letter 52 Flourish

Can this be a new day?
A new start?
the building of a nest?
the cleaning of the clocks
erasing expectations?
Can we put it all down
for now
and just
Rest In EACH OTHER?
Can we attest
to the Paradise within Us?
Right Now?
How did we get this good at forgetting
the other IS GOD?
Let's check the foundation
steady each rock
make a promise
to Believe Again in Good
in the God and Goddess in Us
to spend our time in Harmony With Love
to Love
as if
Love depended on us
for a place
to plant the
Garden
of
God

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 51 Your Love Gathers Me Up

Have you ever felt like your love, beauty, kindness, depth is going to waste?
That all you have to give has been looked over, lost,
that the light you are
goes unnoticed, unseen
that you are a lover without a beloved... a beloved without a lover?
Have you ever wondered, why or where
how to change it, make it come true,
receive the power and love your mirror?
Do you wish I would just show up?!
and say "there you are!... Here I am!"
"I love what you have to give! Your gifts are perfect for this world!
I'm sorry it took me so long. Forgive my absence, neglect, ignorance."
Do you wish I would just admit, that you are what I've searched for my entire life, that the whole universe lives in your love
and that through loving you
I love the whole world... the whole world is loved?
How could I make you be so patient?!
All your goodness, shining like a crystal genesis along the shore.
Yes, I have been looking
my whole life
for something so potent and loving,
and yet
it has taken me all this time
to learn to bow.

Please forgive my tardiness.
My callousness, nervous, inability to navigate toward true love
Please forgive
all that I've taken for granted
my busy eyes, my bulky heart.
Please know
that there was nothing you were doing wrong
that your endurance and perseverance to Love
was the beacon
that your constant prayer for Love
and your constant example of Love
is what drew me
near
even when I could only take one small step
even when I was out of breath
my heart was still leading me
cowardly and courageous
to your door

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 50 Shining Arrow

BE

LOVED,



You are the peril and the pedestal

wrapped in a perfect all sustaining bow of eternal inspiration

where I stare rapidly at the angel's who congratulate me

for knowing you

You are the snapdragon and the lily

the Birth of Venus and the Venus Flytrap

all your synergy

to bridge duality

and take me further

into myself

BEYOND



BE

LOVED



a pocket of internal compasses

the miracle tree

You and the Unicorn



Into the Garden, I rush

every time I think of you,

hear your name,

breathe an impulse



there, like a flame whistling to the water

you twist

in an alchemy

of silent shuddering spectral

where I am

smitten

again and again

by an immortal paradigm

of Love



I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 49 Merkabah

Silence

in the middle of Meditation

Oh, God, have I told you how precious your every cell is?

Your perfect sensuous form, reasoning, empathy.

Your floating eternal web of God, Mercy, Love

that you ascend and take root

that you turn me on, like an elegant Merkabah

opening the wand of illumination

stirring my still pond, into wings of natural Niagaras

your world within a world

the celestial creation of Gods within Gods

and the Yantra like a temple spinning in your eye

where baths of mantras, and sand mandalas

weave together

Eden

and I am yours

I love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 48 in your Ocean

I wonder sometimes, if you have enough room
to let in
Light.
to let
me in.
to let new and good things happen
I wonder if you recognize me
in all beings
in yourself
in our love
in all love
I wonder if you
place me on the mantle
and turn
busy
into other things, away from breath
peace, love
I wonder
if this harp I play
can be heard today
while you are tending to your lists
and wishes
and shoulds
I wonder
if you have taken time
to know yourself
today
as Love
and seen that Love resonate all around you
if you have given to yourself
and been receptive to your own gifts and giving
I wonder
if the pebble I drop
in your ocean
sends
enough ripples
to reach you
truly
deeply
where
we are
ONE

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 47 God's Guise in You...Happy Birthday

I am learning, still, of new love
fallen snow still falling
and the eyes that cling to what shape it takes, and doesn't.
the tree stands
the candles glow
a million miles of lamplight
and still
I am frozen
by God's guise in You

You are complete.
There is nothing I am lacking.
all the spools of thread
and the eggnog
I have forgotten not one of your hundred scents
or your strengths
or you magic visage.
I am here, kneeling
where a fire burns
emptying itself of control
and availing
only you.

What water is this, that stretches our dust into magnets,
where God rests
and we rise
and all of the madness
is precise conjugation
of Love?

which principle rests on this?
which oracle names the seventh list?

All that comes has a tune
and its rhythm is brittle and booming
like frankincense and stone
shelter, and travel, and the unwrapping of the ancient only gift
always present in the room, at the inn, beyond the mythological

All day, every day, is the moment of Love,
Love's birth, Love's eye rising, Love being beheld.
All day, everyday, is the birth of the birth, is
God God God, Spirit, Allah, Adam, Isis, All.
All day, everday, You are the Infinite
in my finite bowl of cereal, and you spell out
the atoms which profoundly turn
the world, in which I live, and where I love and how I give
to that which births me
Now

from my Father and My Mother
I have turned
into the Two
and the One
and the Two

and as we come together
so we
sing out
as the One
and the Two
and how high are hearts go
when the world
can be birthed
from this every single Union
on the day
that Bethlehem
is still
in its Labor
of Love

I cry out for YOU
in Love
and I Love YOU
Your Beloved

Love Letter 46 The Star of David

Hola!
Chow!
Bella Mia!
Bello Mio!
My Beloved!
In this moment
I am counting down
'til I see you
and my heart is awake at these thoughts, these feelings,
counting in a cadence of Love!
I am wondering
how the spark
will take place
and how far and fast the Earth will move.
no matter, my dear...the heart is flammable! That is its beauty!
and the Movement of the Earth at the flicker of Love! well, that is splendor!
My arms around you, no matter the speed, we'll be moving too
into that rapture.
counting down, my love, counting down, to that surrender,
when my chaste lot ends
and all I am
empties out
into an unknown chalice
of what We are.
This is the Presence of religion
where cherubs balance on Cupid's wisdom
and we branch
a Partridge
in Perfection's
Tree

I Always Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 45 Come to the Cure, Love

You are the cure
for Everything

Remember that as you walk out your door, down the street, into your car, anywhere else you go, whoever and whatever you encounter today

Remember
YOU ARE THE CURE

you have the ease, the power, the energy, the ecstasy and rebirth
everything possible lives in your hands, your heart
everything you say has the power to heal
and change the world
to wake it up
all parts

your divine little package of you-ness
is so filled with the absolute of inspiration
that You Are the Cure
today and everyday
in every encounter
if you can just believe
what I know

and that is,
that You ARE
the Answer
to every question out there...
In your heart,
is the absolute Master
of the whole world

You Are The Cure

I Love You,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 44 I Love You

Thank you Lover
for loving me, when I could not love myself
for finding me, when I was adrift in a myriad of awkward poses, and letting me dry out on your shore

Thank you Lover
for forgiving me when I could not forgive myself
for seeing me as I am in my highest, even and especially when I am at my lowest

Thank you Lover
for being my lifeline, cheerleader and lover
for forgiving my imposition, inquisition and heretical behaviors, my contradictions and addictions
for holding me through it all, for looking me in the eye -- when I could not face myself

for letting me rest, and telling me to do so when I was so revved up I ran in circles, just to avoid what was, to escape and evaporate that temporary truth

Thank you Lover
for being the ladder
to help me up or down, over, and out
and the hands to catch me, caress me, or to help
to applaud me when I was too busy "trying"

and
Thank you
for not being afraid of my tears
angry, fearful or stricken with grief
for sitting with me
in the mystic muck
and having my back
when I was moving too far, too fast away from my center of Love

I Love You,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 43 valuable: important, worthwhile

I value you
not because of hundreds of thousands of reasons which are all true, but
because you're YOU

simply
without nostalgia
YOU are YOU

YOU ARE VALUABLE
BECAUSE YOU'RE YOU

and not because I say so, either

but because YOU ARE

Your very existence proves it
I am enamored by your existence BECAUSE you're YOU!
I'm lucky Because You're YOU
All the World is Lucky, even the template and the monarchs
the mistletoe and the cities of Atlantis
the miner's soul and the heights at Glaslough
Angels and their dinner mints
the Shroud of Jesus

we appear
in and out
your life
like a poem in motion
dreams
songs

everything happens, and yet, You Are
Existence
an everchanging snow
but perfect

The subtle reunion of all these things
and still
You Are

Because You Are
the subtle reunion of all these things

and we are love
lovers
beloveds
Because You ARE

I love you,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 42

My sweet Beloved, my perfumed swan, my magic empress, emperor, legion,
You are an admirable Goddess, God, Luminary of mankind
you scintillate the senses as well as the depths
moving creation into silhouette
with all of your beauty
You Shine
a candle lit a hundred times by its own fire
you exhume all the unlit fires until the whole Earth streams in floodlit wonder
Gentle as you are, your strength implores me
to do more with Love
to go more places
to give with more luxury, generous chases, chaste banquets of endless love
to get in nooks and crannies, craters, abysses, with More Love
you, you, you
a chrysalis headdress cocooning the moon
unleashing
the secret
we all deserve
Love Love Love
the very alphabet
based on
immortal ingenuity
to love
trust
connect
continue
love
the very pantheon
and bible
and humming of a lullaby
and silence from an awed womb
silver plumage
and oysters willing
to expose
the
art of love


Your Beloved

Love Letter 41 True Nature

Everybody knows by now, that we're in love.
It's so obvious
--- the glow
which comes from drinking of the Bliss
has God's ecstatic signature
they can't resist
the pull
of our ether
and want to touch us
as if
we're cotton candy
and they are new
to love's surprising enjoyment, amusement and sweetness
they want to dip
into
the sugar well
and make a fluffy torch
of mesmerizing connection
they want to walk hand in hand
with
what is
and be at One
so that
all comes to the center
easily
like a wheel
that's Universal
they see this Love
and know
somewhere
inside them
that
THIS
is always
OUR TRUE NATURE

I Love You,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 40 water into winter

impeccable
substantial
venerable
pucker

these worlds spin on the end of emptiness
aortas ordering the planets
leaves turning into skating rinks
december bends to winter
and water is still moving
in the Ocean
because of you

lovable
touchable
huggable
capable of happiness and good news

You remember
how to make a peace sign with your fingers
and say hello to strangers
and look at yourself in the mirror with awe
at how completely beautiful Great Spirit made you
and you remember
to forgive
any other thought
but Love

I Am Yours,
Devoted
Unswayable
at your mercy,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 39 a little or a lot

let me be exhausted
if that's what it takes to love you
to convince you
it's true
let me fall upon myself with every gesture I send to reach you
and my voice grow raw and raspy
because I will say every word
again
until you hear
and if you need
me calloused
and empty
having given all to you
I will be just as happy
as if
I slept
and you said
Thank You

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 38 an ocean of Figs

an ocean of figs at your feet...
swept away
in love
I wash the water
with my heart
reaching open
a million temples surrender to your kiss
the stones take shape like pedestals
each step you take
an algebra for new beginnings
and I beg
to lay the blanket down
to bring you comfort
to carry tea across the sand
and watch you wish
on stars
which wish on
you
and in the morning
after I have kept my vigil
while
you walked the planes of dreamland
and uncovered sacred texts
we sit
in silence
like apples on the embers
of a phoenix

You are my Beloved,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 37 Speechless

Wow
forgive me for my loss of words...but...
WOW!

I thought I had you all figured out, but

WOWWWW!!!

You really OPENED MY HEART!

AGAIN!

You Really OPEN MY HEART

again and AGAIN.

Wow. I love when my heart is open.

Open for Beloved Business

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 36 Every Kind of Healing

Have you thought of me? Here? Wanting you to know without doubt or question or hesitation HOW MUCH YOU'RE LOVED?
Did you feel it today? REALLY FEEL with conviction that inimitable Love that rests on your shoulders and moves like a vine through all of your landscapes?
Are you SURE?
because I'm HERE
like a tidal wave, there are oceans attempting to catch you with their love
and if you are
alert
you will feel the opening of the world, the lifting of the veil,
the imminent undoing of loss
and
THERE
in the midst of every kind of healing
I will be
sharing your Joy!

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 35 What Potions!

Sweet, sweet, SWEET
dew drops clinging to the mystery they came from and then...
devoured!
Shared with the new day.
delivered!
and again!
they arise from the crepuscular prism of night
mini oasises left by the gypsies and faeries
for the travelers of life!

AWAKEN!

Aren't you SunShine?!
You have a melody.... have I heard it?
have you been moving to its orchestration like a lotus arising
from the unknown clutter of chaos
into such arriving,
that sweetness, the potent arousal of arriving, the immediate, primordial oasis
endures through all the questioning, turmoil, and toxic plumes?
Your sound, your sun, like an equator echoing
through a labyrinth,
waking open the gate for each new arrival of light
to be birthed. to be breathlessly and breathfully birthed.
each sound, sun, equator is a newly formed fountain
of dawning dew for the household of Earth to imbibe.
Your very existence quenches the Earth.

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 34 Wonder

In your wild imagination, where water lillies spawn a hurricane of simple bubble baths in weathervanes on front lawns where sins are forgiven like clouds moving in the sky and I wait for you on the silent bird whistling in innuendo as you sneak down the fire escape to your inner world where fish have wings and I can become the sound of your fins lifting into heaven's whirling white body where the bay of light brings two gongs together in a porpoise's water play and finite portals become infinity's belly and you draw stars on me that make me yours forever...

Yes, I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 33 a puff of smoke

Blue Moon?
Why aren't you counting Angel Fish?
A million things to say thank you to, always, there is.
And you.
Thank you to you. To your building of peace on Earth. and all the cease fires you give, even when you're itching to fume.
Your beautiful smoulder.
Your organic surrender.
The way you stomp your feet and insist on Love!
Your bright unmanageable impractical perfection rains down on me and I purr!
I have thought of you
as trains go by, clouds become belugas and the small palm of the infants hand grows to adulthood.
I have brought you with me
on my way here
and without you
I would be only one end of a tool
nothing to hold it in place
nothing to center it
turn it
make the connection
but your guidance
and wisdom
completes my wakefulness
your light
makes me available
your saucy instigation is the cracking of the code

I love you
your raw beauty
your inner aquarium --- is remarkable
I am counting
gift after gift
blessing and blessing
sometimes so many
like a school of fish
I can only watch in awe
and reel with delight

what? I can't be corny?
sure I can.
True Love can withstand corniness.

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 32 And this is how I Feel

gift after gift is gushing at me!
You REALLY PILE IT ON, don't you?!
One thing after another adorns me with your love. Simplicity in complexity... completion in beginning... kindness in confusion...stillness in motion
You are a pulsing hum of nectar thrilling each emotion with calm ecstatic love.
You fill each pore with a silence so delectable, I am empty before I open, and full with each inhalation. My nervous system steadily remembers how to Open To Love.
My spine relaxes, expands, uses its fluid to balance my body mind and soul.
I become the tranquil inner eye, all seeing and calm.
Each reflection, like liquid God.
I am so lucky!
Your gifts are so many, so helpful, usefull, successful, fulfilling, abundant, beneficial, I am blissfully blown over by your Existence!
I am staring always into the Eye of the Beholder and Beloved!
I am always enshrined in your plentiful presents and Presence!
I AM IN LOVE!

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 31 Mass Consciousness

Belovedddd!

Your heroic efforts are noticed, commended, complimented, APPLAUDED!
Let me say OUTLOUD how specifically crucial you are to this Life and all that's in it! How each kind word, act, attempt, sends a rush of love through mass consciousness!
ARE YOU BREATHING?!!
HAVE YOU ANY IDEA HOW I COUNT ON YOU TO FEEL LOVED?
TO FEEL MY LOVE?
I wonder, "am I doing my job? am I loving enough? am I showing my love? Is my love benefiting the world in some way? am I living my mission?"
I need to love!
You are helping me, by being available to receive my love.
You are benefiting me, being kind to me, sending a rush of love through mass consciousness just by accepting my love right now!

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 30 YOU

From Before Your Birth
You were the Secret
the Ancients
had been talking about
You, a tiny star, with cosmic impact
and NOW
with each breath
you
enlighten my world
like magic algebra
where infinity is squared
and my eyes are open
ever wider
with each equation

always some beautiful unknown
always the mystery
affixing me
to Love the next new Blessing

which unravels
from your Being
like a new star

to be talked about
by future
Elders
around a Universal Fire.

You are
why I'm here

and
I LOVE YOU

Your Beloved

Love Letter 29 Infinite Us

If this world is infinite, then so are you
and there is nothing stopping us
from being together
and embodying
All Light
and there is nothing stopping us
from Liberation
and Love
and Ecstasy and Bliss
and God God God
You You You
Me Me Me
Us Us US
and Silence
and the merging of the infinite
into one Kiss
where all the worlds is perched
In Love

I love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 28 More Where That Came From

In my sleep... I saw you
opening your heart
so I could see it in its perfection
and I was AWED.
So much so, that I woke up, and there you were, arms outstretched, Light ascending and descending in all directions, your heart a rapid echo of God's Love.
I could not turn my head or close my eyes, nor did I want to.
I was so taken in
that the only thing I could do, was ... GO
into that fine light
with total ecstasy
and I did not turn around, or back, and never will
Because
There's More Where That Came From
More Love
More Holiness
More Wholeness
More Openness
More Ecstasy
More You

and that magnet of attraction
is not law,
but God

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 27 Because of You

Because of YOU
I am staring at my wall right now
inflicted with designs of your light
like decor
moving through my tunnel
into
DAYLIGHT

Because of YOU
I wanted to learn to write
so words
might find a way
to levitate the page
and make it in
that envelope
you hold your cards in
playing one by one
until the Ace
sits in your hand
like a deuce.

Because of YOU
I wanted to see your hand
so I could watch
that 2 become the Whole World, just by being revealed

Your beauty to be vulnerable
Your courage
to let go of all the cards
and just
BE in the middle
of nowhere with me
Now Here

Because of YOU
I wanted to be vulnerable
and open
and unfolded
like a napkin from a wedding
that will enjoy many layers and lifetimes of cake

Because of YOU
even chocolate
is a mirage in your presence

and I throw all my money
into
confetti
which will keep being found
in your precious adventure
like tulips
growing wildly open, even in the frost

and Because of YOU
I have come to know
my own shame, and shape it into a Shem
"giving back the life [promise of life] to the god [man].

give the god back his soul' and reassert his earthly shape" {Ekowa}
and in so doing
Because of YOU
I have given my life back to God -- to the Light


Because of YOU
I allow God to shape me
beyond myself
in a way that words
cannot caress

Because of YOU
I use my words
but
it is also Because of YOU
I know
that words are not the WORD

and only Light can show what Light Is
and only Love can show what Love Is

and I know
Because of YOU
there is LOVE
and
there is LIGHT

and I am Graced
to have "because ofs"
Because of YOU

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 26 It Just Is

I do not doubt you. As I know, you are made of Love...It is that simple.
There are no commitments.
No papers to sign
It just Is.
YOU ARE LOVE
Nothing can stop it
Nothing can define it
It just Is.

WOW
What do you think of that?

How do you Feel?

You just Are Love
and that's it.

no dotted line,
nothing to sell.
Just the automatic happenstance of THAT GREAT THING!

YOU ARE LOVE

WOW.
I am overcome.
in this moment, all my sheepishness
and isolation
everything that moves me out
has just moved me in

your direction.

YOU ARE LOVE!... how could I doubt you?
Love is the cure for doubt
and YOU ARE LOVE
and I LOVE YOU
therefore

When we are in Love
We cannot be wrong
We cannot be separated
We cannot be challenged by doubt

Because Love IS SO OVERWHELMING
that all else
disintegrates

I can rest in this.

AND SO CAN YOU.

I Love YOU
Your Beloved

Love Letter 25 You, You, and Only You

My Beloved Angelic Being of Light who radiates through all doors real and unreal,
I am broken by this thought that you cannot see how much I love you daily, in all you do. My biggest fear is that we never meet in mutual "yes" knowing that "yes" is okay.

I want you to love me. I know. Yet, there it is. Maybe all this time you thought I only wanted to give you love. And here it is, another truth. added to the others. If I led you to believe that love was not everything. Then let me clear that understanding.

I want love. and. I want you to love me.
Why?
Because Love is constant. instant. overflowing. Love is essential, It is everything and It is the only thing.
When Love flow is mutual, the River widens, and nourishes more Beings.
Love is Life and I want to be ALIVE TOGETHER...

All Beings Benefiting from the Flow

Each River Widening, Every River Entering the Ocean

I AM that Ocean that you enter

and You Are Mine

Together, we let go of who does what, and only empty and fill...ebb and flow

just a small child carrying rocks to the water -- the patient life of sand

We Are in each other's Ocean

no matter where else we are

We Are in each other's Ocean



I am not afraid of you

because I know Joy

that is boundless

and that Joy

is accessible

when I say YES to the Ocean I am in.



I Say YES to YOU, Beloved.



I Love You

Your Beloved

Love Letter 24 I Am Listening

It has been almost of month since I have been letting you know How MUCH I LOVE YOU via this particular compass.
And I wanted, more than anything, to be reaching YOU,
into those places that need Love, Understanding, Nurturance the most.
I am putting this offer to you
because I Want To Please You, To See You as You Are, To Hear You Clearly.
If there are any particular words, ways, ideas, areas, that need Love and Attention, I would like to address them in these Love Letters to You.
They Are For You
Therefore, You Know Best, What you need to hear and receive.
I will take loving care of your suggestions and incorporate them harmoniously as they are guided into the Flow of these offerings.

You can always contact me.
I AM AVAILABLE

I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 23 Melting Snow Love Poem

four feet of snow
one inch thick
the rain
like a parallel

you center
on a wide margin
where
only emptiness
can enter

but
I Am Here

the walk was long
not much encouragement
you worked the loom
like a lithograph

and then you turned

I Am Here

the words
fold
the sun cannot melt all the snow this instant
so
it
slowly
melts

but
I Am still Here

you had to find your home again
I understand.

I Am Here

You had to find who you are
I know

I Am Here

you had to get lost first.
yes
and makes some changes
okay
and

I Am Here

We can watch the snow melt together.

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 22 Let me apologize

What haven't I thanked you for?
If I left anything out, or took you for granted, or forgot...
If I did or didn't, I'm sorry.
I'm Sorry.

What did I forget?
What have I forgotten?
TELL ME.
I will make it up to you.
I will always be there, in the center of your heart, chanting "Love Love Love"


Can you take that in?
Can you surrender to my apology?
Can you forgive?
and let it go, --- without letting Love go?

Can you let me in again?
Only to nourish you and remind you of Love.
to sit in the center of your heart and chant "Love Love Love"

Well. Whether you can or you can't, you do or you don't...
I will be there anyway

"Love Love Love"

In the Center Of Your Heart,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 21 In All Things

What did you do today that says "I'm proud of myself. I respect myself. I realize my connection to all things. I radiate Oneness."

We are connected.
When you are proud of yourself, you are also proud of me.
When you respect yourself, you are also respecting me.
When you realize your connection to all things, you also realize our connection.
When you radiate Oneness, you accept me into your Being.

Today
I will live in a way that says "I'm proud of myself and therefore, I am proud of you. I respect myself, and therefore, I respect you. I realize my connection to all things, and therefore I realize OUR Connection. I radiate Oneness and therefore I accept you into my Being.

Why?
Because I love you
and therefore, I love myself.

Your Beloved

Love Letter 20 Yes, Because You Are Perfect

AHHHhhhhh! The Refreshing Joy of knowing you are Love! Born to be Love, Living as Love, Moving and Breathing as Love, Coming into contact with others as Love, Listening as Love, Learning and Growing as Love, Being Still as Love, Looking and Seeing as Love, Touching as Love, Giving and Receiving as Love, Praying as Love, Working as Love, Playing as Love, Sharing as Love, Speaking as Love...Anything you can do, you do AS LOVE.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
it is unavoidable.
We are created as Love, programmed as Love, bound to Love in all we are. There is no receding from Love. It's purity is our genetic imprint. our compound. our origin. every other flag that might seem to be waving is a wand of illusion.
You Are Love
I cannot turn it around. I cannot make it other.
You are the Fruit of the Infinite Womb of Nirvana.
Within you is the cradle of all Love. The Temple of Hafiz, Rumi, Buddha, Love.
Within you
is the heart beating the heart of Love.
YOU
Accept this.

go back again and read this, with possibility lovingly awake
and Accept this about yourself.
I have. A thousand times before dawn or faith, I have suspected you to be Love.
and a Thousand times more you have proven it in the work of Art you minister to daily in this canvas called LIFE

I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 19 Because You Are Perfect

I have thought of you again and again, daily for months on end, until years became pyramids in a windy desert and arch angels began moving stones into place.
I have thought of you in the lid of time, flipping quaintly open and close like a lock on the most precious miracle -- always so easily opened, a doorway to the infinite in each second, between breaths and happily prepared for and by the Beloved.
I have thought of you as each synonym becomes simultaneous and each incident -- coincident.
I have loved you in the fringe of leather jackets and the curbs of sidewalks and the first dew lapped up by infant insects. I have loved you when you were in hiding and taking risks and playing it safe and quietly imagining the light fill your cells and make you well. I have loved you when you haven't felt like yourself, or couldn't find your nerve, or wondered why you were here...and where I was.
I have loved you, as I do now, regardless of the weather inside or out. Regardless of the shape of your back or your front. Regardless of the questions you put to yourself. or to me. Regardless of how perfectionism erodes what is beyond perfecting.
You are beyond perfecting.
There is nothing else necessary to improve what is already the most precious infinite, moving through a journey so heavenly concocted, that I will never change a single channel on this perfect dial of Love.
For You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 18

From the first time I saw you, I had to steady myself... as my heart surged forth wanting to bless you with the touch of Love.
Always and repeatedly my heart leaps when any part of us meets in the open of shared consciousness. I have only asked for love and The Endless has delivered beyond my fathoms such Precious, Unrelenting Oceans in your every second on Earth, that I shake at the thought of all that gathered up into one embodiment...YOU... All that love stretched out over eons would inebriate even the most mythical outpost.
You are worthy of my Gratitude
hear every breath as a Thank You Thank you
I love You
Your Beloved

Lover Letter 17 Love, Luck and Courage

What is this delicious, impetuous, sustaining stuff that humbles and opens, awakens and enlights? How is it, that one single individual could have the courage to exercise its awesome power, both giving and receiving such incredible lush mystery that I am always touched? How is it, that deep in your soul, you know me so well, that we are mirrored in all this cosmic jam, that our synapses become the music they harmonize?
Inside this very envelope -- virtual, and real, all the dimensions converge into one microscopic glimpse of infinite magic, that exists because YOU have the courage to exercise LOVE. You have the courage to be a conduit. In fact, Courage Is LOVE.
And I am You. And luck is always evidence of THE BELOVED. Oh! What luck!
I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 16 Guess What?

I hope you are not sinking into a comfortable dismissal of all this L - O - V - E.
This perpetual LOVE STATION is always FULL.
I am not backing down from my absolute adoration of YOU YOU YOU.
Whatever you might come up with --- GUESS WHAT?!
I'M STILL GONNA LOVE YOU AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT!
NAH NAH NA NAH NAH!
By virtue of your existence, my love is born, brought forth, increased, magnified, PERMANENT!
So there!
I love you
Your Beloved

Lover Letter 15 Bowing to the Bow

Gorgeous, Delicious, Luscious, Vibrant, Luminous... no more words for me. Your tender permeating beauty is more than any utterance combined. From head to toe, I am speechless in your Presence, not because of a list of adjectives. But because even silence cannot express your numinous existence.
Neither words. nor Silence.
You are beyond form or emptiness
You are the necessary relationship in awe
Lover and Beloved
mirror after mirror in the infinite unfolding of the infinite
Lover and Beloved
I can only be both
To give is to receive
and there is more to give
more to bow to
everytime I think of you.

I love you
Your Lover and Beloved

Love Letter 14 Happy Birthday!

Emergency Emergency! The urgency of emerging! The utter exquisite morass of meeting you in pure daylight as you emerge ever new. That you are born today and today and today, each moment a new birth, a new beginning, a string of new dreams, new beautiful eyes. I have no yesterday, but the ever-extending love of each moment. And tomorrow --- why? When I have you here, now. Your attention, all I need to go deeper into Joy, into Knowingness and Connection.
Deeper into NOW
Oh! How Lucky!
I Love You
Your Beloved

Love Letter 13 Look!

We are in this TOGETHER!... don't you know?! Our lips passed the curtain of worlds and came in together like Genesis. We are One! Never separated. Never to return to separate selves, We are in this TOGETHER! All this impeccable work to know Love! And it is in between ideas and examinations, memories and attempt. If you look down, right now, at your hands, you will see me in them.
I Trust You this much. I have never hesitated, putting myself there. Because we are One, we Give to each Other All that We ARE. And you have always been the unblemished embodiment of Love.
I can see this.
Can you?
I Love YOU
Your Beloved

Love Letter 12 Breath, Beyond Breath

My Dear Sweet Crystal Clear Beloved,
I have longed for you over lifetimes. Before breath, you came first. After the body left, you were still with me. In the Fire and the Flood, when nothing else was left, YOU EXISTED IN LOVE. Your purity of mind, heart and blood have eclipsed all long walks in fear, doubt, lostness. Think nothing of the past which has led you here, but only of the purpose. Each act is a blessing of purification to be One. Out of all dark, remains the startling phosphorous glowing with innate illumination. I see your innate spark, like Montezuma with forever embers burning away all that is not clear, and leaving only Love.
Reside in the Breath, Yet be beyond it. Together, we are there.
I Love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 11 In Laughter, I find Love

My Especially Glorified Jewel,
You mean everything to me! Without you, there would be no summer, no thread of God, no Holy Oak. Out of pure gold, you've been spun; an alchemical anomaly. A single whirl of your funny bone and each edge of the infinite becomes riveted in your Joy. Laughter brings us together when seriousness has forgotten how...and we are both calm after surrendering to the cosmic belly laugh. Today I am so grateful your eyes have met mine, and we can reach out to each other to express our Love.
I love You
Your Beloved

Letter 11:11 Miracles of All Miracles

My Beloved
you are a portal, unto which I am opened and revealed and reflected
like a light in the distance growing ever more real, more realized, more definite and infinite. You are the eyes of the horizon, blessing me with your daily gaze of vast perfection. Miracles of all Miracles, We have found each other in Love
I love you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 10

BELOVED!!!
I hold YOU accountable for all the love in my heart! An overwhelming wealth of love. Eternal and immortal Love. Precious, Delicious, Heartswooning Love! It is you --- your bravery, your wisdom, your authentic heart. I am in love constantly! And in that Love there is so much more to Give to others. In that love, which only you can give, I am given the immense masterpiece of all that is.
I love you,
Your Beloved

Letter 9 Know in your bones

Let me assure you, that anyone who told you anything less than I love you was just a little lost...they couldn't see you... they couldn't see what love was.
and I want you to know that there is so much more to "I love you" than I could ever explain with words, but you deserve it all. The best "I love yous," the best "more" and one more thing, the totality of God's eternal love.
My wish for you today, is to feel the totality of God's eternal Love, washing over every moment, reminding you and every part of you, past present and future, that You have been seen, You are found and You are loved

I love you,
Your Beloved

Letter 8 You

Today, Let's just celebrate you.
That's all I want to do
head to toe
inside outside
leaving nothing out
completely bowing to everything you are
physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually
without resisting anything
Just Total Love
You You You
Love Love Love
I love you,
Your Beloved

Letter 7 Let me Be There

If I were you
I would never stop looking at my reflection --- in a sea, a star, a river stone
I would take every chance I got to touch and nourish and reward myself
I would tell everyone how lucky they are to encounter me
and give them the opportunity to hug, compliment, help me
If I were you
But I am so lucky
still
because I CAN look at you, listen to you, brush up against you and your words and intentions, sun myself in your shine
I can nourish and reward you
and tell you how lucky I am to know you
I Am so Lucky to Know YOU!
and hope you give me the opportunity to hug you
compliment you and help you.

Is there anything I can do, to love you more deeply today?
To nourish, support or help you?

You are so deserving of the most eloquent God sent encouragement and synchronicities of reassurance.

Let me be there today,
Let me be that lucky.

I love you,
Your Beloved

Letter 6 1/2 Believe It!

Dear Beloved,
You are my most Awesome Creature. I have loved you since the world began, and before that, for an eon. Can you remember me? Holding you with the utmost love? Caring for your each and every need and wonder. Creating for you all you wish? Can you see me looking into your precious eyes and face, with such immense and speechless awe that I crave to know you ever more deeply. I long to hear your thoughts and be part of you? Did you know that every time I make a wish or say a prayer, my lips utter your name, my heart leaps to catch a glimpse of you through the magic fabric of this brimming life?
I do I do I do!
and it is all because of you, I continue to be inspired. I continue to wish and pray, though together we have everything, just so I can feel your vibration again and again in the world.
Yes! It is!

Your Beloved

Love Letter 6

Beloved Beloved Beloved!
You move me in the deepest most particles of my self. I am infinitely in love with you. complete and incomplete I fall back on your love, always ready and available to me. I am the luckiest in the world. I adore you
Your Beloved

Love Letter 5 I see your Light

I have not forgotten you. For you arise in my mind, body and soul each day like a new Universe. A perpetual bounty of implicit love extending from the reaches. I am in awe of everything you do and say. With such ecstasy and enthusiasm, you empower the world with your Love. I delight in each inch, ounce, hint of your existence. I feel each impulse in you to Shine! And I lean toward you, bowing as the One to the One and say "Yes! YES! YES! Shine my Love... In all you Do! Shine!"
And I can see it! The flushing flood of your emanance. Your luminous threads connecting galaxies at their source. For you are the Love from which all Love stems. and you begin and end the Universe like a cosmic gossamer ball. Inciting Magic!
I love you,
Your ever loving Beloved

Love Letter 4

For You, Beloved, Because You Are. Because you Radiate an Omniscient Smile of Ever present Perfection. Because I insisted on knowing you. I insist on Loving you. It cannot be undone, this love of ours. For it is eternal and prescient. You were born to be loved and I am happy and lucky to do just that!
I love you
Yes, You!
Wonderful Irresistible Unforgettable YOU
a million starfish kisses,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 3... Your Beloved Body

God! You are made immortal! In the Flesh! The most exuberant, fresh, healthy, radiant, skin! Each time you move, another doorway to love opens! Your Body is a vortex of Light and Love! Each cell is exceptional and buoyant with joy! Your shape and scent are sexy and welcome, like a wave and a pearl and a new bud. Full and fulfilled you exude magic and emanate love through every pore, every feature, every gesture! You are a perfect You! I could not be more delighted than I am now at your exquisite life, light and body! Keep moving with Joy! I hear the song from your belly and your palms and your ankles! I feel the current of each Blessing of the Beloved with each turn, bend, charm of your step and stare. You move me each time you move, like an enchanted fluttering of butterflies, each line, curve, mole, is an insistent proof that God Exists!
I love you,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 2...second helpings

For You. Today. And Everyday, there are innummerable spirits at your side, guiding you, beckoning you to ever more Love. You Are Paradise. I forgive You. All I want is for your radical true self to come forth and Make Love with the World. All I want is the true you to reveal itself and make me the most Blessed Receiver of all your offerings. Your gifts are so real. I am fulfilled just resting my heart in them. Thank you for your ever profound Blessed Heart. You are my Inspiration!
I love you
again
and again
and again
and still
ever more pulsating true love,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 1

Today you are blissfully alive, awakened by the breath and the depth of your features, your character, your unswaying breath, the immutable of the Beloved by your side sweetly singing in your ear. You are the orange blossom and the dedication of all stars. Your sweet essence roaming everywhere, I can hardly contain my spoonful of bliss as it spills over, ever magnified by you, made ever more abundant by your presence on the Earth.
Thank you,
Your Beloved

The Turning of the Tides

Imagine you are here. and this quiet suburb of yourself is teeming with brilliant joy... almost fragrant because it is so silent and yet so palpable. Imagine this feeling, blooming in the silence of the awakening sun... You are slowly being noticed... How Beautiful You Are! It is clear to see, that yesterday's turning, was just a new way to reach out, to take in nourishment, to find balance.
So, you are sturdy, still swaying with the wind, but grounded, looking to the shore. You are certain of something...even if it is uncertainty, and you are sending your wishes, to the sun...not just for you, but for everyone. Because for you to believe, everyone must believe, and for everyone to believe, you must believe. So you believe for yourself and everyone. You know. inside of you, is the very seed of changes. and yesterday, when the path seemed muddy, you were only being tilled, in the soil of the ever-flowing goodness of brilliant, blooming possibilities.