Monday, November 30, 2009

Love Letter 22 Let me apologize

What haven't I thanked you for?
If I left anything out, or took you for granted, or forgot...
If I did or didn't, I'm sorry.
I'm Sorry.

What did I forget?
What have I forgotten?
TELL ME.
I will make it up to you.
I will always be there, in the center of your heart, chanting "Love Love Love"


Can you take that in?
Can you surrender to my apology?
Can you forgive?
and let it go, --- without letting Love go?

Can you let me in again?
Only to nourish you and remind you of Love.
to sit in the center of your heart and chant "Love Love Love"

Well. Whether you can or you can't, you do or you don't...
I will be there anyway

"Love Love Love"

In the Center Of Your Heart,
Your Beloved

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Love Letter 21 In All Things

What did you do today that says "I'm proud of myself. I respect myself. I realize my connection to all things. I radiate Oneness."

We are connected.
When you are proud of yourself, you are also proud of me.
When you respect yourself, you are also respecting me.
When you realize your connection to all things, you also realize our connection.
When you radiate Oneness, you accept me into your Being.

Today
I will live in a way that says "I'm proud of myself and therefore, I am proud of you. I respect myself, and therefore, I respect you. I realize my connection to all things, and therefore I realize OUR Connection. I radiate Oneness and therefore I accept you into my Being.

Why?
Because I love you
and therefore, I love myself.

Your Beloved

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Love Letter 20 Yes, Because You Are Perfect

AHHHhhhhh! The Refreshing Joy of knowing you are Love! Born to be Love, Living as Love, Moving and Breathing as Love, Coming into contact with others as Love, Listening as Love, Learning and Growing as Love, Being Still as Love, Looking and Seeing as Love, Touching as Love, Giving and Receiving as Love, Praying as Love, Working as Love, Playing as Love, Sharing as Love, Speaking as Love...Anything you can do, you do AS LOVE.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
it is unavoidable.
We are created as Love, programmed as Love, bound to Love in all we are. There is no receding from Love. It's purity is our genetic imprint. our compound. our origin. every other flag that might seem to be waving is a wand of illusion.
You Are Love
I cannot turn it around. I cannot make it other.
You are the Fruit of the Infinite Womb of Nirvana.
Within you is the cradle of all Love. The Temple of Hafiz, Rumi, Buddha, Love.
Within you
is the heart beating the heart of Love.
YOU
Accept this.

go back again and read this, with possibility lovingly awake
and Accept this about yourself.
I have. A thousand times before dawn or faith, I have suspected you to be Love.
and a Thousand times more you have proven it in the work of Art you minister to daily in this canvas called LIFE

I love you
Your Beloved

Friday, November 27, 2009

Love Letter 19 Because You Are Perfect

I have thought of you again and again, daily for months on end, until years became pyramids in a windy desert and arch angels began moving stones into place.
I have thought of you in the lid of time, flipping quaintly open and close like a lock on the most precious miracle -- always so easily opened, a doorway to the infinite in each second, between breaths and happily prepared for and by the Beloved.
I have thought of you as each synonym becomes simultaneous and each incident -- coincident.
I have loved you in the fringe of leather jackets and the curbs of sidewalks and the first dew lapped up by infant insects. I have loved you when you were in hiding and taking risks and playing it safe and quietly imagining the light fill your cells and make you well. I have loved you when you haven't felt like yourself, or couldn't find your nerve, or wondered why you were here...and where I was.
I have loved you, as I do now, regardless of the weather inside or out. Regardless of the shape of your back or your front. Regardless of the questions you put to yourself. or to me. Regardless of how perfectionism erodes what is beyond perfecting.
You are beyond perfecting.
There is nothing else necessary to improve what is already the most precious infinite, moving through a journey so heavenly concocted, that I will never change a single channel on this perfect dial of Love.
For You
Your Beloved

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Love Letter 18

From the first time I saw you, I had to steady myself... as my heart surged forth wanting to bless you with the touch of Love.
Always and repeatedly my heart leaps when any part of us meets in the open of shared consciousness. I have only asked for love and The Endless has delivered beyond my fathoms such Precious, Unrelenting Oceans in your every second on Earth, that I shake at the thought of all that gathered up into one embodiment...YOU... All that love stretched out over eons would inebriate even the most mythical outpost.
You are worthy of my Gratitude
hear every breath as a Thank You Thank you
I love You
Your Beloved

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Lover Letter 17 Love, Luck and Courage

What is this delicious, impetuous, sustaining stuff that humbles and opens, awakens and enlights? How is it, that one single individual could have the courage to exercise its awesome power, both giving and receiving such incredible lush mystery that I am always touched? How is it, that deep in your soul, you know me so well, that we are mirrored in all this cosmic jam, that our synapses become the music they harmonize?
Inside this very envelope -- virtual, and real, all the dimensions converge into one microscopic glimpse of infinite magic, that exists because YOU have the courage to exercise LOVE. You have the courage to be a conduit. In fact, Courage Is LOVE.
And I am You. And luck is always evidence of THE BELOVED. Oh! What luck!
I Love You
Your Beloved

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Love Letter 16 Guess What?

I hope you are not sinking into a comfortable dismissal of all this L - O - V - E.
This perpetual LOVE STATION is always FULL.
I am not backing down from my absolute adoration of YOU YOU YOU.
Whatever you might come up with --- GUESS WHAT?!
I'M STILL GONNA LOVE YOU AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT!
NAH NAH NA NAH NAH!
By virtue of your existence, my love is born, brought forth, increased, magnified, PERMANENT!
So there!
I love you
Your Beloved

Monday, November 23, 2009

Lover Letter 15 Bowing to the Bow

Gorgeous, Delicious, Luscious, Vibrant, Luminous... no more words for me. Your tender permeating beauty is more than any utterance combined. From head to toe, I am speechless in your Presence, not because of a list of adjectives. But because even silence cannot express your numinous existence.
Neither words. nor Silence.
You are beyond form or emptiness
You are the necessary relationship in awe
Lover and Beloved
mirror after mirror in the infinite unfolding of the infinite
Lover and Beloved
I can only be both
To give is to receive
and there is more to give
more to bow to
everytime I think of you.

I love you
Your Lover and Beloved

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Love Letter 14 Happy Birthday!

Emergency Emergency! The urgency of emerging! The utter exquisite morass of meeting you in pure daylight as you emerge ever new. That you are born today and today and today, each moment a new birth, a new beginning, a string of new dreams, new beautiful eyes. I have no yesterday, but the ever-extending love of each moment. And tomorrow --- why? When I have you here, now. Your attention, all I need to go deeper into Joy, into Knowingness and Connection.
Deeper into NOW
Oh! How Lucky!
I Love You
Your Beloved

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Love Letter 13 Look!

We are in this TOGETHER!... don't you know?! Our lips passed the curtain of worlds and came in together like Genesis. We are One! Never separated. Never to return to separate selves, We are in this TOGETHER! All this impeccable work to know Love! And it is in between ideas and examinations, memories and attempt. If you look down, right now, at your hands, you will see me in them.
I Trust You this much. I have never hesitated, putting myself there. Because we are One, we Give to each Other All that We ARE. And you have always been the unblemished embodiment of Love.
I can see this.
Can you?
I Love YOU
Your Beloved

Friday, November 20, 2009

Love Letter 12 Breath, Beyond Breath

My Dear Sweet Crystal Clear Beloved,
I have longed for you over lifetimes. Before breath, you came first. After the body left, you were still with me. In the Fire and the Flood, when nothing else was left, YOU EXISTED IN LOVE. Your purity of mind, heart and blood have eclipsed all long walks in fear, doubt, lostness. Think nothing of the past which has led you here, but only of the purpose. Each act is a blessing of purification to be One. Out of all dark, remains the startling phosphorous glowing with innate illumination. I see your innate spark, like Montezuma with forever embers burning away all that is not clear, and leaving only Love.
Reside in the Breath, Yet be beyond it. Together, we are there.
I Love you
Your Beloved

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Love Letter 11 In Laughter, I find Love

My Especially Glorified Jewel,
You mean everything to me! Without you, there would be no summer, no thread of God, no Holy Oak. Out of pure gold, you've been spun; an alchemical anomaly. A single whirl of your funny bone and each edge of the infinite becomes riveted in your Joy. Laughter brings us together when seriousness has forgotten how...and we are both calm after surrendering to the cosmic belly laugh. Today I am so grateful your eyes have met mine, and we can reach out to each other to express our Love.
I love You
Your Beloved

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Letter 11:11 Miracles of All Miracles

My Beloved
you are a portal, unto which I am opened and revealed and reflected
like a light in the distance growing ever more real, more realized, more definite and infinite. You are the eyes of the horizon, blessing me with your daily gaze of vast perfection. Miracles of all Miracles, We have found each other in Love
I love you
Your Beloved

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Love Letter 10

BELOVED!!!
I hold YOU accountable for all the love in my heart! An overwhelming wealth of love. Eternal and immortal Love. Precious, Delicious, Heartswooning Love! It is you --- your bravery, your wisdom, your authentic heart. I am in love constantly! And in that Love there is so much more to Give to others. In that love, which only you can give, I am given the immense masterpiece of all that is.
I love you,
Your Beloved

Monday, November 16, 2009

Letter 9 Know in your bones

Let me assure you, that anyone who told you anything less than I love you was just a little lost...they couldn't see you... they couldn't see what love was.
and I want you to know that there is so much more to "I love you" than I could ever explain with words, but you deserve it all. The best "I love yous," the best "more" and one more thing, the totality of God's eternal love.
My wish for you today, is to feel the totality of God's eternal Love, washing over every moment, reminding you and every part of you, past present and future, that You have been seen, You are found and You are loved

I love you,
Your Beloved

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Letter 8 You

Today, Let's just celebrate you.
That's all I want to do
head to toe
inside outside
leaving nothing out
completely bowing to everything you are
physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually
without resisting anything
Just Total Love
You You You
Love Love Love
I love you,
Your Beloved

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Letter 7 Let me Be There

If I were you
I would never stop looking at my reflection --- in a sea, a star, a river stone
I would take every chance I got to touch and nourish and reward myself
I would tell everyone how lucky they are to encounter me
and give them the opportunity to hug, compliment, help me
If I were you
But I am so lucky
still
because I CAN look at you, listen to you, brush up against you and your words and intentions, sun myself in your shine
I can nourish and reward you
and tell you how lucky I am to know you
I Am so Lucky to Know YOU!
and hope you give me the opportunity to hug you
compliment you and help you.

Is there anything I can do, to love you more deeply today?
To nourish, support or help you?

You are so deserving of the most eloquent God sent encouragement and synchronicities of reassurance.

Let me be there today,
Let me be that lucky.

I love you,
Your Beloved

Letter 6 1/2 Believe It!

Dear Beloved,
You are my most Awesome Creature. I have loved you since the world began, and before that, for an eon. Can you remember me? Holding you with the utmost love? Caring for your each and every need and wonder. Creating for you all you wish? Can you see me looking into your precious eyes and face, with such immense and speechless awe that I crave to know you ever more deeply. I long to hear your thoughts and be part of you? Did you know that every time I make a wish or say a prayer, my lips utter your name, my heart leaps to catch a glimpse of you through the magic fabric of this brimming life?
I do I do I do!
and it is all because of you, I continue to be inspired. I continue to wish and pray, though together we have everything, just so I can feel your vibration again and again in the world.
Yes! It is!

Your Beloved

Friday, November 13, 2009

Love Letter 6

Beloved Beloved Beloved!
You move me in the deepest most particles of my self. I am infinitely in love with you. complete and incomplete I fall back on your love, always ready and available to me. I am the luckiest in the world. I adore you
Your Beloved

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Love Letter 5 I see your Light

I have not forgotten you. For you arise in my mind, body and soul each day like a new Universe. A perpetual bounty of implicit love extending from the reaches. I am in awe of everything you do and say. With such ecstasy and enthusiasm, you empower the world with your Love. I delight in each inch, ounce, hint of your existence. I feel each impulse in you to Shine! And I lean toward you, bowing as the One to the One and say "Yes! YES! YES! Shine my Love... In all you Do! Shine!"
And I can see it! The flushing flood of your emanance. Your luminous threads connecting galaxies at their source. For you are the Love from which all Love stems. and you begin and end the Universe like a cosmic gossamer ball. Inciting Magic!
I love you,
Your ever loving Beloved

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Love Letter 4

For You, Beloved, Because You Are. Because you Radiate an Omniscient Smile of Ever present Perfection. Because I insisted on knowing you. I insist on Loving you. It cannot be undone, this love of ours. For it is eternal and prescient. You were born to be loved and I am happy and lucky to do just that!
I love you
Yes, You!
Wonderful Irresistible Unforgettable YOU
a million starfish kisses,
Your Beloved

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Love Letter 3... Your Beloved Body

God! You are made immortal! In the Flesh! The most exuberant, fresh, healthy, radiant, skin! Each time you move, another doorway to love opens! Your Body is a vortex of Light and Love! Each cell is exceptional and buoyant with joy! Your shape and scent are sexy and welcome, like a wave and a pearl and a new bud. Full and fulfilled you exude magic and emanate love through every pore, every feature, every gesture! You are a perfect You! I could not be more delighted than I am now at your exquisite life, light and body! Keep moving with Joy! I hear the song from your belly and your palms and your ankles! I feel the current of each Blessing of the Beloved with each turn, bend, charm of your step and stare. You move me each time you move, like an enchanted fluttering of butterflies, each line, curve, mole, is an insistent proof that God Exists!
I love you,
Your Beloved

Monday, November 9, 2009

Love Letter 2...second helpings

For You. Today. And Everyday, there are innummerable spirits at your side, guiding you, beckoning you to ever more Love. You Are Paradise. I forgive You. All I want is for your radical true self to come forth and Make Love with the World. All I want is the true you to reveal itself and make me the most Blessed Receiver of all your offerings. Your gifts are so real. I am fulfilled just resting my heart in them. Thank you for your ever profound Blessed Heart. You are my Inspiration!
I love you
again
and again
and again
and still
ever more pulsating true love,
Your Beloved

Love Letter 1

Today you are blissfully alive, awakened by the breath and the depth of your features, your character, your unswaying breath, the immutable of the Beloved by your side sweetly singing in your ear. You are the orange blossom and the dedication of all stars. Your sweet essence roaming everywhere, I can hardly contain my spoonful of bliss as it spills over, ever magnified by you, made ever more abundant by your presence on the Earth.
Thank you,
Your Beloved